1. Orang yang lazimnya baca Quran tiap2 hari...urusan hidupnya dilancarkan.

2. Aku dah lama tak hadap Quran dan baca.

3. Banyak urusan hidup aku tergendala.

4. Mulai hari ini aku nak ubah.

5. Harap2 berjaya.

6. Amin.

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1. Dapat reconnect balik dengan kengkawan lama masa zaman sekolah dulu seawal zaman tingkatan 1 tahun 1996...Majoriti dah kahwin dah beranak pinak.

2. Bizibodi duk promote orang agar buat blog atau update blog atau share blog mereka.

3. Berjaya juga tolong member buat satu blogshop siap sekali dengan order form.

4. Sempat lagi buat dua group kat fesbuk iaitu group coursemate zaman sarjanamuda dan group kelas form 5 tahun 2000.

5. Penat dan teruja bila dapat cuba bermacam template blog sekaligus membuktikan aku memang teruk bab design. Aku inovatif tapi tidak cukup kreatif.

6. Sempat cipta istilah baru iaitu EB=Expired bachelor, aka bujang lapok kerana sampai sekarang aku belum laku lagi...hahahahah...

7. Bukak website kerja kosong, tapi hampa bila lihat tarikh tutup permohonan semua dah lepas.

8. Kebelakangan ini kerap sekali mimpi ngeri, aritu mimpi aku cincang orang, tadi mimpi aku dicincang oleh kawan baik, pempuan pulak tu...

9. Dulu perbelanjaan sebulan 500, pastu 300, sekarang 200 je...ikat perut...sehari kena belanja kurang dari 10 ringgit.

10. Masih menunggu tarikh viva(pembentangan tesis sarjana/master) yang aku rasa paling awal minggu depan.

11. Sempat demand kemeja dari london, kemeja utk viva, dan juga eifel tower dari paris..kerana ada member aku sedang bercuti disana. Kemeja tu aku acah2 je, tapi kalau eifel tower tu aku betul2 harap...

12. Ketagih minum teh ais, malam pulak teh o panas.

13. Sekian, terima kasih.

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Terjadi apabila berlaku kerosakan pada pankreas dimana dia tidak dapat merembeskan hormon insulin yang secukupnya bagi merendahkan kadar gula dalam darah. Untuk tahu lebih lanjut, sila KLIK SINI....

Antara tanda atau simptom.

1. Always tired (Selalu kepenatan)
2. Frequent urination (Kerap kencing)
3. Sudden weight loss (*Kurus mendadak)
4. Wounds that wont heal (Luka lambat atau tak akan sembuh)
5. Always hungry (Selalu lapar)
6. Sexual problems (Masalah seksual)
7. Blurry vision (Penglihatan kabur)
8. Vaginal infections (**Jangkitan alat kelamin)
9. Numb or tingling hands of feet (***Kebas atau geli pada tangan atau kaki)
10. Always thirsty (Selalu dahaga)

*     Walaupun makan banyak

**   Biasanya perempuan
*** Biasanya rasa macam dicucuk jarum halus

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ABSTRACT

The utilizations of English reading materials at the university level have become one of the toughest challenges for university students who have low proficiency in English. This study attempts to find out the problems faced by selected non-English major students in Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM) in reading English materials. This study involved 35 non English major students mainly from the Faculty of Social Sciences and Humanities (FSSK), Faculty of Islamic Studies (FPI) and also from the Faculty of Education (FPEND).  This study is a quantitative study and used a questionnaire to obtain data from selected students. The data have been analyzed using Statistical Packages for Social Sciences version 13.0 (SPSS 13.0) and the findings of this study show that the respondents do faced many problems in reading English materials mainly due to the lack of vocabulary because most of them have difficulties understanding English words which cause them to read and used English materials lesser than it suppose to be. They also have problems in selecting the best English materials that they can refer to. Because of this situation, there are some respondents who are putting a lot of effort to correct their problems in reading English materials.

 

ABSTRAK

 

Penggunaan bahan-bahan berbahasa Inggeris pada peringkat universiti telah menjadi salah satu cabaran yang sukar bagi pelajar universiti yang mempunyai kecekapan berbahasa Inggeris yang rendah. Kajian ini cuba mengenal pasti masalah-masalah yang dihadapi oleh pelajar-pelajar tertentu bukan major dalam Bahasa Inggeris di UKM dalam membaca bahan-bahan berbahasa Inggeris. Kajian ini telah melibatkan seramai 35 orang pelajar bukan major dalam Bahasa Inggeris terutama dari Fakulti Sains Sosial dan Kemanusiaan (FSSK), Fakulti Pengajian Islam (FPI) dan Fakulti Pendidikan (FPEND).  Kajian ini menggunakan kaedah kuantitatif di mana soal selidik telah diedarkan kepada pelajar-pelajar yang tertentu. Data-data telah dianalisis menggunakan Statistical Packages for Social Sciences versi 13.0 (SPSS 13.0) dan hasil kajian menunjukkan bahawa responden-responden sememangnya mempunyai banyak masalah dalam membaca bahan-bahan berbahasa Inggeris yang disebabkan oleh kurangnya perbendaharaan kata dalam Bahasa Inggeris kerana kebanyakan mereka mempunyai masalah untuk memahami perkataan tertentu dalam Bahasa Inggeris yang menyebabkan mereka kurang membaca dan menggunakan bahan-bahan berbahasa Inggeris berbanding yang sepatutnya. Mereka juga menghadapi masalah untuk memilih bahan-bahan berbahasa Inggeris yang terbaik untuk dirujuk. Berikutan itu, terdapat di antara mereka telah mempergiatkan usaha untuk mengatasi masalah-masalah mereka dalam membaca bahan-bahan berbahasa Inggeris.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT

First of all I would like to express my gratitude to Allah S.W.T and also to all the respondents for this research because I might not be able to finish this research without them. As for my supervisor and all other helpful kind lecturers, I felt that I was indebted to them for my entire life for they have given me the support and motivation since I step my feet in UKM.

           

I also would like to give my appreciation to Miss Wong Fook Fei from School of Language Studies and Linguistics, Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia, my supervisor who has been so patient with me all the time and who has given me the most valuable guidance and supervision in finishing my project paper.

           

My big and humble appreciation also goes to all good and helpful staff of School of Language Studies and Linguistics (SOLLS), all my fellow course mates, my friends and my family. There are too much people who get involved in my research and if I were to mention it here, it will be too many of them. All of them have been giving me moral support and financial support as well.

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ABSTRACT

This study enquires into the language of ‘dissent’ in judicial opinions. Dissent in judicial opinion refers to the written (published) expression of judicial disagreement, in a context where an appellate court is not unanimous in its judgment. Here the study focuses on the linguistic markers employed by the judges to show dissent in argumentative texts as proposed by Trosborg. The aim of this study is to identify selected linguistic markers which were used by judges in writing their dissenting judgment. Two case reports of the same case have been selected for this study, one at the Appeal Court and the other at the Federal Court. This Lina Joy case was selected as it is of high public interest with wide implications to Malaysian society. The mix method research design is drawn from corpus linguistic to draw the specific lexicalizations, while the frequency counts allow for a description and interpretation of the lexis. Microsoft Word Processor and Wordsmith Tools were used and  the data analysis from the two sets of case reports show that the dissenting judges employed modality such as ‘would’, ‘must’, and ‘could’ and adverbs of manner such as ‘illegally’ and ‘accordingly’ in their writing.  Based on the findings, it is very significant to note that those dissenting judges used linguistic markers to moot not only their viewpoints but also to reveal their ideology.

ABSTRAK

Kajian ini berkenaan bahasa ‘menentang’ dalam pendapat kehakiman. Menentang dalam pendapat kehakiman merujuk kepada expresi bertulis (yang diterbitkan) dalam ketidaksepakatan dalam kehakiman, dalam satu konteks dimana  mahkamah rayuan tidak mencapai kata sepakat dalam penghakimannya. Kajian ini memfokuskan pada penanda linguistik yang digunakan oleh para hakim bagi menunjukkan penentangan dalam teks perdebatan seperti yang dicadangkan oleh Trosborg. Tujuan kajian ini adalah bagi mengenal pasti penanda linguistik tertentu yang digunakan oleh para hakim dalam menulis hujah menentang mereka. Dua laporan kes bagi kes yang sama telah dipilih bagi kajian ini, satu daripada Mahkamah Rayuan dan satu lagi daripada Mahkamah Persekutuan. Kes Lina Joy ini telah dipilih kerana ia merupakan kes yang menarik orang awam yang mempunyai implikasi yang luas dalam masyarakat Malaysia. Rekabentuk kajian yang berkaedah campuran terhasil dari korpus linguistik adalah bagi mengkaji penbendaharaan kata tertentu, dan pengiraan kekerapan membolehkan interpretasi dan deskripsi bagi kosa kata tersebut. Microsoft Word Processor and Wordsmith Tools telah digunakan dan analisis data dari dua set laporan kes menunjukkan hakim menentang menggunakan ‘modality’ seperti ‘would’, ‘must’, dan ‘could’ dan ‘adverbs of manner’ seperti ‘illegally’ dan ‘accordingly’ dalam penulisan mereka. Berdasarkan penemuan kajian, adalah amat signifikan bahawa para hakim menentang telah menggunakan penanda linguistik untuk menunjukkan pandangan mereka bahkan juga turut mempamerkan ideologi mereka.

Acknowledgement

Alhamdulillah,

First and foremost, I would like to express my thousands of thank you for my dear supervisor, Dr. Noraini Ibrahim who had guided me throughout the completion of this thesis. Thank you so much for your guidance, advice and also for your meaningful moral support to keep me strong to complete this piece of my work.

Last but not least, to my best friends such as Faeiz, Nadia, Rido, Farhana, Asma, Hafizah, Suhaimi, Syuhada, Imtiaz, Azizul , Fairil, Baharim, Haswini, Rayne, Sangeeth, Mack, Syahrir, Mahadi, Hazirah, Anis, Umi, Fixd, Yan, Lydia, Wawa, Nani, Jalil, Abdullah, Mohamad Ali, Sina, Shebi, Deva, Punitha, Norsiah, Naza, Eja, Nur Akmaliah, Nur Amalina, Husna and so many more.  I want to express my thanks for their encouragement and support in so many ways. Thank you for these memorable years together. Thank you for everything.

At this very same opportunity I would want to express my special thank you for my beloved family especially for my parents who had supported me financially and their encouragement along the period of time for me to complete this work. Thank you also to my siblings who did not mind to share their ideas and opinions on how to improve my work. Without them, I could never promise that I have the strength to make this work a reality.

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Macam mana lah nak pandai kalau:

Zaman dulu hanya 3 benda sahaja yang menjadi PENGACAU iaitu TV1, TV2, TV3 dengan masa siaran yang agak terhad. Tapi sekarang?Tidak terkira banyaknya PENGACAU atau PENGALIH TUMPUAN ni...dah ada astero yang boleh mencecah 100 lebih siaran dan 24 jam sehari.

Macam mana nak fokus kalau:

Zaman dulu paling hebat pun kena suruh pergi kedai atau pergi mengaji ketika nak buat kerja rumah atau tugasan sekolah. Tapi sekarang? Ada henset, sms, PS, nintendo, dan paling teruk sekali adalah internet yang ada fesbuk dan online game. Baru je nak start buat keje, ada sms masuk lah, ada orang ajak chatting lah, ada orang invite game lah...

Macam mana nak lah nak bersopan dengan orang lain kalau:

Zaman dulu kalau nak nak luah perasaan, kena cari orang yang betul2 kita percaya...Tapi sekarang? Ada banyak medium yang boleh jadi tempat orang luah rasa marah, benci, meluat, geram dan sebagainya...ada fesbuk, tuiter, belog, yang mana orang boleh tulis dan luahkan apa saja tanpa perlu risau lebih2 kerana orang sekarang pun kalau jumpa secara maya je..bukan jumpa betul2...komunikasi yang agak terhad ini menyebabkan jurang salah faham tu makin lama makin dekat...aku rasa lagi beberapa tahun...orang akan lebih cepat mendapat musuh dari mendapat kawan...kesan dari RASA TAKSUB pada diri sendiri...

Macam mana lah nak sihat kalau:

Dulu kalau orang nak habiskan masa petang, ada jugak kayuh basikal ke ronda2 kawasan rumah, pegi rumah kawan2, yang memerlukan kita bergerak dan bersenam...Tapi sekarang? duk mengadap komputer saja untuk main, bersosial dan habiskan masa. Tak perlu keluarkan peluh langsung.

Macam mana lah nak mata yang sihat kalau:

Dulu orang pakai spek mata sebab rabun kerana kerap sangat baca buku dengan pencahayaan yang kurang sempurna, Tapi Sekarang? Kecik lagi dah pakai spek, bukan pasal baca buku lebih, tapi selalu sangat mengadap komputer...kecik lagi dah silau mata, dah rabun malam...gara2 belajar depan komputer. Ditambah dengan saiz tv...dulu tv 21  inci tu dah kira besar...tapi sekarang orang dah tak pandang 21 inci...macam mana lah budak2 tak rabun cepat.

Macam mana lah nak elak gejala sosial kalau:

Dulu bukan main susah nak dapatkan benda2 berbaur lucah...paling senang pun gambar atau tape...itu pun budak2 susah nak dapat...Tapi sekarang?Budak seawal sekolah rendah dah biasa sangat dengan benda2 lucah, iklan2 lucah, vcd lucah, dvd lucah, klip video lucah, website lucah...itu pasal lah sampai kena buat sekolah pelajar mengandung, terbaru kes budak sekolah rendah yang buat aku tertanya2...kemana pergi akal mereka...budak sekarang otak pandai tapi akal xde...akhlak xde...agama lagilah...

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Kononnya terdapat "99 "fakta" tentang lelaki yang patut diketahui perempuan...

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.(Lelaki xpandang pempuan cantik, depa lebih suka pempuan yang kemas dan pandai bawak diri).
2. Guys hate other flirts.(Lelaki benci orang lain mengorat pempuan dia suka).
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.(Lelaki boleh suke pempuan untuk seminit, dan lupakan selepas itu).
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.(Bila lelaki ckp dia xpaham pempuan, ia bermakna pempuan tu xpikir camne dia pikir).
5. Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.(Buat ape, dah makan belum?, adalah soalan lazim bila lelaki xtau nak cakap ape.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.(Lelaki mengorat sepanjang hari, tapi bila nak tido, hanya pikir pempuan yg benar2 dia cinta).
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.(Bila lelaki suka pempuan, dia xkisah tabiat buruk pempuan tu).
8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.(Lelaki amat sukakan senyuman pempuan).
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.(Lelaki buat ape saje untuk dpatkan perhatian pempuan).
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.(Lelaki xsuke pempuan cerita pasal ex boifren dia).
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them. …….dont think so. (Bila lelaki nak jumpa mak bapak, biarkan... jangan pikir begitu)
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands……yeh rite – watever.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”. ……so true.
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice…….very true.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. ……..sumtimes.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!……very true.
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed P**** with their girlfriends…..sumtimes depends wen they want sumat.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”……sumtimes.
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him….very important.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake. ….they love u regardless.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!……true but only wen the guys are ready 2be settled down.
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact. ……sumtimes.
99. Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

Berikut adalah tafsiran lelaki mengenai otak perempuan...lelaki hanya ada dua bola biru jika dibandingkan...
KLIK GAMBAR UNTUK LIHAT HASILNYA..

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Perancangan saat akhir membawa aku ke utara semenanjung termasuk negeri yang belum pernah aku jejak iaitu Perlis.

Pendek kata, memang tidak aku sangka dan hampir tak percaya bila aku dijemput oleh member aku di kolej aku ni. Bila aku lihat kereta dia dari jauh, aku rasa macam tak percaya, sampai sudah aku rasa ini semua mimpi. Tak pernah terlintas pun journey to the north dalam masa terdekat ni.

Mula-mula perak, singgah ipoh, rumah member sorang lagi, tidur kat situ semalaman. Pastu pergi Uitm Perlis di Arau, pertama kali pergi perlis, lalu jalan kampung, pergh...diakui memang aku ada risau, rupa2nya ada je highway, tapi member aku tak berapa pasti. Sampai perlis terus pegi arau cari tiket bas. Laa...banyak giler bas pegi kajang, 4-5 trip sehari tu...hahahah...Arau kajang=47 ringgit, lebih kurang 8 jam perjalanan.

Dah selesai tiket, pergi kat satu sekolah kat perlis, jupa member kepada member, sekolah dia yang teruk dilanda banjir, air naik sampai pinggang katanya, memang boleh nampak kesan lumpur lagi. Lepas itu pergi Uitm Perlis, member aku ada interbiu kat situ, pukul 2.30...sempat aku sembang dengan ibubapa yang teman anak dia yg turut interview kat situ...dia mula2 sangka aku cina, aku dah agak kalau aku pegi utara, for sure aku dianggap cina..hahaha..mata kecik kulit cerah(kulit cerah pasal jarang kena cahaya matahari).

Lepas tu pergi UUM Sintok, lalu highway....waaa...straight je jalan...betul-betul tamat depan pintu gerbang UUM, masuk situ kejap, round2..pergi the Mall dalam tu...UKM ada pusanika, UUM ada the Mall...not bad lah keluasan situ...bangunan semua baru2...memang universiti yang cantik..cuma lokasi je agak tercorot..pekan paling dekat adalah pekan Changlun...sempat pergi jalan2 kejap kat pekan Changlun.

Destinasi berikutnya adalah Kuala Perlis, member aku beria2 ajak makan laksa kuala, so aku pun try lah..waa..not bad...tak macam laksa penang yang aku xberapa nak gemar tu...lepas makan, pergi rehat kejap dekat rumah kawan kepada kawan ipoh tu...adoi...kenapalah layanan orang utara memang terbaik?peramah la aku rasa, asyik senyum je...hehehe..

 Kawan perlis tu memang terbaiklah, banyak cakap, macam dah lama kenal, siap bawak jalan2 bandar perlis yang kalau malam memang superb...penuh dengan lampu2 neon...tak lupa juga sempat aku melihat Mini Putrajaya versi perlis yg dikelilingi bendang..kampus UniMap yang berterabur, dan kampus tetap UniMap yang sedang giat dibina...Perlis memang negeri kecil yang dikelilingi sawah padi...ramai orang2 memancing ikan dalam tali air...pencemaran kurang...Sempat pergi Jusco, pastu makan kat area stesen bas kangar...sebelum naik bas...

Aku dihantar 3 orang anak dara...sebelum naik, ada sorang mamat tu yang cuba nak bersosial dengan kami..cepat2 aku suruh 3 orang anak dara tu balik...xpayah tunggu aku..lagi pun karbon monoksida banyak...mamat tadi tu dah jeling semacam kat member aku...atas bawah atas bawah...cepat2 aku suruh 3 member tu balik...

Naik bas...selesa juga..etika@etiqa express..dalam bas..sempat melayan perasaan...hampir sebak kejap...tapi lelaki mana buleh nangis...hahaha...tidur sepanjang perjalanan..naik bas pukul 10 malam..sampai kajang betul2 subuh...azan berkumandang bila turun dari bas...

Kepada  member2 yang kat utara tu...jaga diri elok2 lah..tak tahu bila lagi boleh jumpa..doakan aku dapat kerja yang mantap secepat mungkin..aku belum puas round2 utara...huhuhu...

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Di satu petang jumaat, lepas balik dari solat jumaat, takbir raya, pegi makan kat pizza member belanja. Singgah kejap kat pusat pengajian untuk bertanya tarikh viva(pembentangan tesis sarjana). Jam aku pukul 3.02 pm, pejabat buka pukul 3.00pm.

Terus masuk kerana aku otai kat situ, tak perlu nak tekan loceng ke apa dah. Nampak pak cik tu sedang mengadap komputer, sibuk kot.

Aku: (beri salam), selamat ari raya bang man.
Dia: Selamat hari raya, ooo (nama aku)
Aku: Nak tanya pasal tarikh viva.
Dia: Viva? dah hantar ke?
Aku: Dah hantar minggu lepas(actually dah 11 hari)
Dia: Bila masa..
Aku: Saya dah hantar, saya letak sini, time tu abang man cuti, ada abang lan kat situ, dia cakap nak bagitau abang man.
Dia: (sambil tengok balik beberapa draft yg dihantar) ooo yang ini ke?
Aku: Haa..yang ni.
Dia: Ooo...ala..ingat yang ni yang lama...
Aku: (Hairan kejap pasal yang lama tu dia sendiri pulangkan pada aku 4hb lepas.) Tak...ini yang baru..
Dia: Ooo..dah bagi supervisor?
Aku: Dah bagi dah..
Dia: Oo..jangan lupa tulis no telefon kat tesis tu..nanti saya inform...
Aku: ala..xde pen la pulak.
Dia: (sambil hulurkan pen).
Aku: Ok dah...
Dia: Kalau macam tu, awak tunggu lah dalam masa dua minggu, nnti sy contact awak..
Aku: ok..(tak dapat nak gambarkan camne emosi dan terus blah)

* dialog diubah ikut apa yang aku ingat.

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aku tengah hot ni
otw to toilet to tempat buang sampah
ada sekor tu..tutup pintu dengan kuat..
pastu aku masuk toilet dia pun masuk toilet..
sekali kencing tutup pintu..xbasuh, xflush...
whatdefak..
pastu pegi cuci tangan dia
dekat dua minit cuci tangan tapi menatang tu xbasuh..toilet xflush
dasar vavi vetol
igt toilet tu dia sorang guna ke
vengong vetul2 vengong
kecik2 xnak mampos besar2 kasi susah org lain.

dari semalam lagi..3 dari 5 mangkuk jamban tu ada kesan tuttt...
kalau islam surelah xtinggal sisa, pasal basuh..
dahla satu paras ni penuh dengan mereka..
mmg dasar vavi vetul...
aku sumpah kasi buruk sume..
kesian kat cleaner org islam...
duk basuh sisa beberapa ekor yg tahap vavi...
bab duit rajin..
bab flush, cucur air mmg tutt..
tuttt.....tutttt....

tuttt=bahasa kesat...

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Tajuk tak boleh blah betul. Sampai sekarang pun aku rasa ia bukan suatu yang bersifat kelakian bila lelaki menulis tentang hati dan perasaan. Bagi aku ia sesuatu yang amat kegadisan dan keperempuanan.

Penat buih mulut terangkan pasal hati dan perasaan lelaki pun, berapa ramai perempuan yang ambil port?

Better aku jadi diri aku, yang memang suka tengok perempuan cantik, yang mudah jatuh cinta sama perempuan, yang malu dengan perempuan, yang risau lebih-lebih tentang perempuan.

Aku tak ada kerja lain selain dari mengingatkan perempuan tentang bahaya lelaki, bahaya tipu daya dan alim kucing lelaki. Aku bukan belot pada jantina tapi aku cuma nak bagi peringatan, ramai perempuan yang tak tahu macam mana otak lelaki berfungsi, macam mana mata, dan lidah lelaki berfungsi.

Kalau mereka tahu, sudah pasti mereka tidak berani nak dekat dengan lelaki, melainkan suami sendiri.

Rasa nak share sesuatu tapi ia terlalu explicit atau terlalu merapu. Nak saja aku tunjuk bukti macam mana lelaki perdaya perempuan. Tapi hold dulu lah.

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I'm doomed!!!

Lepas satu bala, datang bala lain.

I'm doomed!!!

Aku tak nampak jalan penyelesaian sendiri.

I'm doomed!!!

Aku tak cukup masa.

I'm doomed!!!

Kerana suka tangguh-tangguh konon tak mahu susahkan orang.

I'm doomed!!!

Kerana akhirnya aku lebih menyusahkan orang.

I'm doomed!!!

Kerana aku hampir putus asa.

I'm doomed!!!

Kerana aku fikir aku dah tewas.

I'm doomed!!!

Kerana tidak percaya diri.

I'm doomed!!!

Kerana tertipu dengan diri sendiri.

I'm doomed!!!

Kerana hampir menyerah kalah.

I'm doomed!!!

Kerana terlalu mengharapkan miracle.

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Actually I'm not that doomed!!!

Ada orang lebih malang dari aku, usah bandingkan dengan orang diatas aku yg lebih bernasib baik, things happened for reasons.

I'm NOT that doomed!!!

Tuhan tak akan menguji aku lebih daripada apa yang aku mampu tanggung.

I'm NOT that doomed!!!

Orang sembah pokok pun boleh senang, aku sembah ALLAH, pasti aku boleh jadi lebih senang, cuma aku perlu lebih yakin akan pertolongan ALLAH.

I'm NOT that doomed!!!

Kerana aku tahu ALLAH masih sayangkan aku. Kerana itu aku sering ditimpa susah, kerana aku mudah lupa diri bila senang, bila susah baru mula nak kenal ALLAH.

I'm NOT that doomed!!!

Aku masih hidup lagi, masih berpeluang mengubah diri.

I'm NOT that doomed!!!

Aku cuma kurang bab duit, tapi dalam hal2 lain, kesihatan, kawan2, keluarga, masyarakat, ilmu, dan agama, aku rasa aku lebih bertuah.

I'm NOT that doomed!!!

Kerana aku masih sedar kekurangan diri dan masih mampu berusaha untuk menjadi lebih baik.

I'm NOT that doomed!!!

At least not yet....Belum lagi...

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There are so many thing to catch!!!!

Tesis belum siap, belum viva, belum hantar final draf tapi aku masih sempat lagi luang masa untuk blogging kejap.

Fesbuk and twiter kills blogging!!!

Yang ni mmg terbukti betul kot, ramai yg suke update twitter dan fesbuk, orang makin malas tulis, makin malas baca, agenda pihak tertentu agar manusia jadi bodoh dan hanya berperasaan dari berotak.

Internet memang ketagih!!!

Tak senang sehari kalau xbuka internet, macam-macam boleh dibuat, akhir-akhir ini aku mengaktifkan diri dengan berperang komen kat blog-blog gosip dan politik...hahaha...

I dont wanna be popular!!!

Aku lebih suka orang baca tulisan aku tanpa mengetahui siapa aku, kerana nanti akan timbul persoalan bodoh, aku tidak mencerminkan apa yang aku tulis, well aku bukan nabi ok.

I thanks to all supporting frens!!!

Kebelakangan ini, masalah biasa aku iaitu kekurangan dana atau defisit melampau kembali lagi, bagi orang macam aku yang mak bapak tak akan tanggung bila aku berada di luar rumah, jangan kata 10 sen sehari, 1 sen sehari pun depa tak bagi, so aku terpaksa tebal muka lah dengan kengkawan.

Mountains of debts!!!

Jumlah hutang terkumpul aku mencecah 25 ribu...pi ti pi ti en sahaja dah 20 ribu lebih(tiap-tiap bulan beranak 50 ringgit), hutang peribadi dengan sedara dan member dan boss mencecah 5 ribu ringgit. Kalau mati sekarang, sure tak masuk syurga lah aku. Nabi sendiri tak mahu sembahyang simati yang tak bayar hutang. Aku bukan tak nak bayar, tapi nanti botak kepala makan megi hari-hari.


Freaking back pain vs haunted Ma thesis!!!

Start buat tesis je pasti ada sakit situ sini, rasa nak kencing lah, pergi toilet lah, mengantuk lah, sebut sahaja, memang betul cakap kawan aku yang baru kahwin 3 hari lepas, tesis itu berpuaka.

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